What was I doing in a mobile suit? I'm so confused right now, I don't understand what's going on at all.


[OOC; What is Stellar wasn't an extended and lived and never fought in a Gundam.]

...Stellar doesn't like today.

Stellar is happy with the rain! Stellar has never seen a Takoyako inside that looked that big! Stellar will go swimming today!

Stellar saw the building go BOOM today... Stellar thinks those people are stupid.

Stellar and Gaia are going to play in the burning rubble!

:D

Stellar signed up for a blind date! Stellar doesn't know what that means but it sounds like fun! Stellar hopes it's fun at least...

Stellar had fun at the festival too.

Stellar is happy that she can speak again, Stellar didn't like not being able to. Now Stellar can talk to Sting, Auel, Orga, Crot, Mayu and Shinn again. Stellar is happy about that.

Stellar burnt some of the cookies she made the other day... Stellar burned them a lot actually. They taste bad.


...Does Shinn want to go to the festival with Stellar? Stellar found a pretty dress to wear to it and wants to go with Shinn...

Auel and Sting are fighting and Auel is getting mad at Stellar because she is asking questions.

Shinn is sad because he wants to change the past... Stellar doesn't understand.




Stellar is going to sleep in Gaia because Auel is making Stellar sad... Stellar will go buy a cake first.

EDIT: Stellar is going to stay with Mayu and bake cookies.

Stellar is super happy now!! Stellar has Auel, Sting, and Shinn with her now! Stellar made friends with Tamatama and Orga too!

Last night Stellar stayed up really late with Auel and Sting and played games. Sting won though... Stellar beat Auel at one part and fluffied his hair. Stellar had fun doing that.

Stellar doesn't need to go home now. Stellar will live here with her special people.




Stellar wants to go dancing at club automatica!

Stellar went to the gardens today! Stellar picked lots of pretty flowers for Auel, Shinn and Tamatama! Stellar wants to pick flowers for Neo too but Stellar can't find Neo...

Stellar is going to do her job because she is a good girl. Stellar will fight the ZAFTies, Auel says they are red coats. Stellar won't let Shinn get hurt though. Shinn is special to Stellar! Shinn is a shiny to Stellar. Stellar wants Auel and Shinn to be friends.


Stellar picks Shinn!

SHINN ASUKA!!

Stellar went to the fountain last night and Stellar remembers now!! Stellar missed Shinn!

Stellar did not know that Shinn was the one who grabbed her like that!

Stellar found someone who knows Gaia and Abyss! He knows Neo too, but he says Neo won't be here... Stellar tries to remember him but her head hurts when she tries.


Auel... What is armory one? Stellar doesn't remember...




Stellar needs her medicine too... She feels sick.

Stellar is lost! ...Stellar can't find Neo!

Scary things are outside of Gaia... they want to hurt Stellar. Does Auel see the scary things?



Stellar wants to go home...

This journal is now being used for polychromatic

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep...
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

:D

Stellar saw Shinn run yesterday! She gave him a sandwich too! Neo told Stellar not to go because she had work. Stellar didn't listen though! Sting and Auel went with Stellar so we all got in trouble.

When guns go bang and knives go slice and they still stand, it's okay. But when they fall over and don't get up... I don't like that.

Neo made me a journal... He said "Stellar should write her feelings down."



... Dancing is fun....